Tuesday, February 05, 2008

New Year~New Me

So, it's been a long time since I've written. I want to say that there are a lot of things that have changed, but really most things are the same. There has been one big change. After nearly five years as a children's pastor, I have resigned. It is different now because instead of being It is strange, and I'm still processing the whole thing.
So now, I don't know who I am. I think that I've dealt with this my whole life. I went from one thing to another, and using all things as my source of identity. And now, I am nameless- or identity-less?
So I am sad, and excited. Despondent and yet, there is this hope that lays out in front of me. The hope, is that there is Life waiting for me. Life that is mine to have and make of it as I will...
One week ago I started my last year in my twenties. So, what does that mean?
Only time will tell.
"Dare to be unusual."

1 comment:

Rita said...

Five years....wow. Time sure does go by too fast. I am sure it is odd knowing you are done. It was odd for me to totally switch jobs after 5 years as well. But I am so glad I did!